Random Thoughts

• So, I want this necklace. Except I need babies to get it. MG says, "you have Hank." Go ahead. Judge me. I deserve it.
  
• I ordered a camera bag on Etsy. I want it to get here!!!!
  
• I've been thinking about going to Hawaii to see my college roommate, Sarah. But, I've also been thinking about taking pictures in Hawaii. And getting tan in Hawaii. And swimming in Hawaii. All these Hawaiian thoughts are making me very excited...then I think about Haiti and other people who have nothing and I can't decide if I'm ridiculous for wanting to spend that kind of money on myself.
• My fantastic shoes that I got for massage are shot. SHOT. They are miserable and pathetic and no longer supporting my feet. Which means that I should get new shoes. BOO. It also means that I have been working hard. YAY!
• I made friends with the barista from Parker and Otis. THEN in the same visit I saw someone I know (fairly randomly) and I was taken by the feeling that I KNOW PEOPLE IN DURHAM. It was a very good feeling. I liked it.
• I want to do more. More with myself. More for the world around me. More for people who need more. There are a lot of them. I don't know what this means. However, I do spend the majority of my work day in silence so I think about it a lot.
• I'm stuck in my head. I hear there's a world out there and it's very nice.
• It's raining outside my window and I like it very much.
• I don't actually want to work tomorrow.
• Sometimes I love my job and sometimes I don't. I think this is part of life. Do other people job hunt when this happens? I hope so. I'd hate to think that I'm unique in this.
• I stalked someone the other day. I'm not proud. It didn't work either. I didn't actually find him.
• I like to think of fantastic (in my opinion) ideas for new businesses and then flesh them out and then I do nothing. Because I have no money. Or the desire to actually put the time and acquire the debt involved with starting a business. Here's my latest idea though (you can feel free to use it if you give me credit): I think it would be awesome to have a business where people help you though the grieving process. Specifically for widows and widowers. A person-not family-who steps in and lives with you for 3 weeks-3 months to help you regain your balance and figure out what's next. Someone who is around so you're not alone. Someone who encourages you to join support groups. Someone who goes to church with you or the library or the grocery store. Someone who is concerned and cares but is separate from family because I feel like when family does that (which is great by the way and I completely support), it feels like someone is obligated to someone else. Rather than, a person who joins forces with you and is paid, but not necessarily around 24-7 and helps you through the toughest time. That's my idea.
• Hank cleans his most private parts with his mouth. I feel so lucky to not have to do that with my mouth.
  
• I miss my college days. And the apple pi's. And being crazy busy but not knowing any different so just rolling with it. And staying up late and getting up early. And living with lots of people. And living within close proximity of men. I don't think our neighbors know we exist yet. We're going to seduce them with baked goods though. It's going to happen.
  
• It's practically spring already. Hello? It's still January. If you're going to warm up, warm up enough so that we can turn off our heat and stop paying ridiculously expensive bills.
  
• I like ice cream. I like chocolate. I like fresh fruit. The fruit would be a good choice, but I think I'm going to have to go with the ice cream.
  
• I saw Avatar 3D and I liked it. At least I'm still thinking about it which usually is a good sign for a movie. I went with the wifeys. I like them.
• I just thought Sweet Tea had poop on her leg, but it was her yellow fur. Oh well.
  

I haven't been a good blogger lately. Thanks for sticking with me. I really do appreciate it especially when I'm a cotton-headed ninny-muggins. Or perhaps I'm just being flaky. I haven't decided. You can decide if you like.