sunset

It's a new year.
A new dawn.
A new day.

And I'm feeling good.

No, I'm actually feeling...overwhelmed, tired, blessed, loved, special, old, young, and any adjective that means "not relaxed." Classes started Monday. I'm a full-time student at IUPUI. I have a student ID. I have two three labs, three four classes, and hours between them to study. All of my classes are in rooms containing well over 100 students. It will be a miracle if anyone knows who I am. I don't feel anxious about this, in many ways I like to disappear, to blend into the walls. [Let's not analyze that right now, ok?]

I'm still working a couple of days a month at Spiece, but it doesn't seem like enough. So, I feel anxious about not-working when I know that working more would stress me out.

That seems normal, right? Homegirl [that's me] needs to learn how to chill out.

You know what is relaxing? Sunset.

You know what's even more relaxing? Sunset at the beach.

Happy to be here.
Happy to have been there.


love you people,
amy