January 8, 2013

sunset

It's a new year.
A new dawn.
A new day.

And I'm feeling good.

No, I'm actually feeling...overwhelmed, tired, blessed, loved, special, old, young, and any adjective that means "not relaxed." Classes started Monday. I'm a full-time student at IUPUI. I have a student ID. I have two three labs, three four classes, and hours between them to study. All of my classes are in rooms containing well over 100 students. It will be a miracle if anyone knows who I am. I don't feel anxious about this, in many ways I like to disappear, to blend into the walls. [Let's not analyze that right now, ok?]

I'm still working a couple of days a month at Spiece, but it doesn't seem like enough. So, I feel anxious about not-working when I know that working more would stress me out.

That seems normal, right? Homegirl [that's me] needs to learn how to chill out.

You know what is relaxing? Sunset.

You know what's even more relaxing? Sunset at the beach.
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Happy to be here.
Happy to have been there.


love you people,
amy

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